You know what is extremely overwhelming?

5 kids.

Ecspecially when 2 of those 5 kids are teenagers and the other three are all 5 and under, including a toddler and a newborn.

Yes, I am overwhelmed.

Extremely.

I am so overwhelmed that I want Alex to go back to working 3rd shift so he is home to help in the evenings.

I am so overwhelmed that it is exhausting.

I’m so overwhelmed that I’m either barely eating or over eating, depending on the day.

I’m so overwhelmed that I’m not sleeping at night.

Peanut is not a fan of sleeping unless he is snuggled up with mommy or eating.

I am so overwhelmed that I am anxiety ridden.

I’m ready to pull out my hair and down a bottle of vodka in hopes that the vodka will put me to sleep for a solid 8 hours.

I am so overwheled that I don’t even know if this post makes sense.

All I really want right now is a shower, 8 hours of sleep, and 15 minutes of absolute peace and quiet.